Hayden

This is my three year old. We're both finding this stage of life hard to deal with and this pictures describes the feelings we've had toward each other lately. I think it has something to do with the fact that we don't do well with change. Life feels really weird lately and Hayden and I have been having temper tantrums galore. With all the new things going on in our house we've had some major battles. Granted, most of the changes are good things, it's just hard for us to get used to them.

I think Hayden has been having difficulty with all the attention Jackson's been getting from me. Jackson gets to go to school every day and it's still a big deal. Hayden has started preschool, which I am grateful for, but I can just tell he thinks it's not exciting as Jackson going to Kindergarten. Jackson also started piano lessons, and Hayden wants to do everything Jackson is doing, so he tries to mess Jackson up when he's playing the piano every day. Jackson has soccer practice and soccer games, and Hayden wants to play so bad. I'm really excited for when Hayden does get to play. That kid has some aggression he needs to get out in a positive way while Jackson is just very...sweet. He smiles throughout the soccer game, like I literally took this picture while he was supposed to be playing in the game. He saw me with my camera out and stopped running and smiled. Whatever though right? He's having fun and he doesn't mind at all that their team didn't score a goal today. At least he was trying. Anyway, today Hayden got to practice making a goal during half time at Jackson's soccer game.

And here's my bipolar child and I waiting for our dinner. He's such a cute little stink, especially when he's not throwing a tantrum. And when he plays nicely with his brother.Now comes some more change for me. I have to go to my new ward tomorrow. I got cut out of my old one that I was so comfortable in. Boooooo, and yes, I feel justified acting like a baby about it, so I will. Hayden shares in my discontent: